||[Dec. 1st, 2007|07:32 pm]
i met someone. his name is roem. and i like him a lot. and i think he likes me a lot. but i don't know if i'm ready for anything like that right now.|
not that i'm stuck on john, it's kind of far from that right now, actually.
i just have so much other shit on my mind. like school, lack of money, family worries with my grandma in the hospital and my grandpa getting upset at the slightest notion. i don't think i'm ready for another potential piece of drama to stir up my emotions. i mean, i like this guy a LOT, and i don't know if it's because it's something new, or if we actually do click.
i mean, i feel like we click, but i don't know if he feels that way.. idk. i'm a total basketcase right now.
maybe i need to wait until winter break is here. then i can fully relax, and not worry about things.. well, at least have school off my mind.